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Man its just one of those days.

I want to sit and pray,
Father, sit with me. Take this pain Lord, I am tired of this ache, of feeling love and sorrow at the same time. I am tired of the way my stomach does a flip every time I pass certain streets. God what is the time line, when does this end? Sometimes I don't understand why you taught me to cry, if you weren't going to let it end. Please God tell me why you have a heart for me to stay.

But in the end I will sit and pray,
"Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done."  Amen.
         Luke 22:42